Friday
04-01-2003, 01:53 PM
So I am getting ready to walk back to work from lunch at home. As I get ready to walk across the street I am bumped into by this old drunk man who turns to me and say's "****ing immigrant, go back"
I had to pause for a second to fully grasp what he said. Dear Jesus, I nearly turned back around to **** his shit up. My ears were burning so bad, I seriously thought I was going to fall down. I was just pissed at how ignorant this world truly was with so many twisted perspectives.
Yet, at that moment I all of a sudden I felt so sorry for this man, this drunk man who has nothing to look forward to except hate & his death. Compassion.
As I walked back to work I became so aware of my own conditioning by the way I reacted to such nonsense. I was no different then him.
This was my official April Fool's day. How silly of me to think that I lived in a conscious world.
What a day that will be when we are not a color, race, religion or gender. John Lennon had it correct...look what happened to him...enemies....hmmm....now I get it! ;)
Thanks for reading...just had to get that out of me.
peace
gf
I had to pause for a second to fully grasp what he said. Dear Jesus, I nearly turned back around to **** his shit up. My ears were burning so bad, I seriously thought I was going to fall down. I was just pissed at how ignorant this world truly was with so many twisted perspectives.
Yet, at that moment I all of a sudden I felt so sorry for this man, this drunk man who has nothing to look forward to except hate & his death. Compassion.
As I walked back to work I became so aware of my own conditioning by the way I reacted to such nonsense. I was no different then him.
This was my official April Fool's day. How silly of me to think that I lived in a conscious world.
What a day that will be when we are not a color, race, religion or gender. John Lennon had it correct...look what happened to him...enemies....hmmm....now I get it! ;)
Thanks for reading...just had to get that out of me.
peace
gf