Have any of you just woke up feeling sad

[Friday]

This happened this morning, it is slowly fading, but it was truly disheartening.

I realized that....

No matter how much intelligence or knowledge I had, they couldn't figure out the shit inside of me.

No god or religion was going to do some supernatural shit and make everything cool.

No person or thing was going to save me from myself.

ugh!

the drama!!!

Has anyone else felt this way?

I am sure it will pass as all feelings do, but I was feeling a little sad with it and thought I'd share. :(

And on this note...

For the one person who decided that it was their right to try and fuck me up a few weeks ago, don't ever do it again.

[JMJ]

Sorry. I apologize.......JMJ [img]graemlins/mecry.gif[/img]

[Friday]

Originally posted by JMJ:
Sorry. I apologize.......JMJ [img]graemlins/mecry.gif[/img]

oh be quiet [img]graemlins/rofl.gif[/img]

[richierich]

Why are you waking up sad?? Waking up is a blessing in and of itself.

[ January 29, 2004, 11:32 AM: Message edited by: richierich ]

[blackwax]

I sometimes get like that the only way to cure it for me is with music and dancing

so crank up the stereo and let loose [img]graemlins/snoopy.gif[/img]

[kelvy]

today, i woke up feeling kind of grouchy for no particular reason...and even after 8 hours of sleeep, i still felt sleepy....either it must be the cooler weather or something in my diet...

anyhow, i hope you're feeling better by now GF.. [img]graemlins/OLA.gif[/img] besides, you're "Miss Friday" not "Monotonous Monday"... :D

[Friday]

Originally posted by richierich:
Why are you waking up sad?? Waking up is a blessing in and of itself.

Oh there are plenty of reasons. Some of which I have mentioned. I don't feel very blessed. Death is life and life is death, same difference. *sigh* or it might be that some are living in death or that some are dying while living...ugh!

[Friday]

Originally posted by kelvy:
today, i woke up feeling kind of grouchy for no particular reason...and even after 8 hours of sleeep, i still felt sleepy....either it must be the cooler weather or something in my diet...

anyhow, i hope you're feeling better by now GF.. [img]graemlins/OLA.gif[/img] besides, you're "Miss Friday" not "Monotonous Monday"... :D

Hi Kelvy, I feel like little GF today. I'm not so grouchy as I am melancholic, I feel like I should be in a Smiths video. Heaven knows I'm miserable now.

[JMJ]

Originally posted by gf:
</font><blockquote>quote:</font><hr />Originally posted by kelvy:
today, i woke up feeling kind of grouchy for no particular reason...and even after 8 hours of sleeep, i still felt sleepy....either it must be the cooler weather or something in my diet...

anyhow, i hope you're feeling better by now GF.. [img]graemlins/OLA.gif[/img] besides, you're "Miss Friday" not "Monotonous Monday"... :D

Hi Kelvy, I feel like little GF today. I'm not so grouchy as I am melancholic, I feel like I should be in a Smiths video. Heaven knows I'm miserable now. </font>[/QUOTE]Sounds like someone needs to make a change......JMJ ;)

[sammyrock]

I pray that the Lord will shine his face upon you today and keep those negative feelings of sadness go away.If there is anything I can do for you please pm me.I here for you ALL. [img]smile.gif[/img]

[richierich]

Look in the mirror and just see how truly beautiful you are.(no I'm not tryin' to mack)..Unless..well I don't know your problems so I'll just say try and think about what is good in your life.

[MYOR]

For the one person who decided that it was their right to try and fuck me up a few weeks ago, don't ever do it again. [img]graemlins/nono.gif[/img]

It wasn't me cuz there would be no TRYING [img]graemlins/tongueout.gif[/img]

I don't know señorita.. some days things weigh more in our mind then others... Hope your mood changes soon...

[kara]

you mean an overwhelming wave of despair? it happens to me quite regularly ... once a month really

jokes aside, yes ... that has happened. i force myself to get the f*ck up and DO something .. b/c it can be overwhelming ...

i also get major reality checks in some of the volunteer things i do .. so if im in a funk like that, thinking that way, im reduced to . &lt;-- that big and get a better perspective

[JMJ]

Originally posted by richierich:
Look in the mirror and just see how truly beautiful you are.(no I'm not tryin' to mack)..Unless..well I don't know your problems so I'll just say try and think about what is good in your life.

But she might not see what everybody else sees, Rich. Beauty is definitely more than just skin deep.....JMJ

[richierich]

JMJ you didn't get it but maybe she will.

[Friday]

Thanks guys, but for real, you know when you are waiting for the other shoe to drop? Like your mind is going to expand at that moment and all will be clear, but there is no guarantee it will happen so you sit in confusion?

So in the meanwhile, your looking over your shoulder, waiting for something, anything....

fear.

[JMJ]

Originally posted by richierich:
JMJ you didn't get it but maybe she will.

It wasn't for me to get. Don't ruin this topic......JMJ ;)

[richierich]

Originally posted by JMJ:
</font><blockquote>quote:</font><hr />Originally posted by richierich:
JMJ you didn't get it but maybe she will.

It wasn't for me to get. Don't ruin this topic......JMJ ;) </font>[/QUOTE]MY POINT EXACTLY.

[kara]

Originally posted by gf:
Thanks guys, but for real, you know when you are waiting for the other shoe to drop? Like your mind is going to expand at that moment and all will be clear, but there is no guarantee it will happen so you sit in confusion?

So in the meanwhile, your looking over your shoulder, waiting for something, anything....

fear.

wow, thats freaky

id go home to hang w/my family ...

they make me feel secure even when i shouldnt be

the power of my mom ... and my niece ... she makes the world better

[ January 29, 2004, 12:02 PM: Message edited by: kara ]

[JMJ]

Originally posted by gf:
Thanks guys, but for real, you know when you are waiting for the other shoe to drop? Like your mind is going to expand at that moment and all will be clear, but there is no guarantee it will happen so you sit in confusion?

So in the meanwhile, your looking over your shoulder, waiting for something, anything....

fear.

Fear of?.......JMJ

[kelvy]

Originally posted by gf:
</font><blockquote>quote:</font><hr />Originally posted by kelvy:
today, i woke up feeling kind of grouchy for no particular reason...and even after 8 hours of sleeep, i still felt sleepy....either it must be the cooler weather or something in my diet...

anyhow, i hope you're feeling better by now GF.. [img]graemlins/OLA.gif[/img] besides, you're "Miss Friday" not "Monotonous Monday"... :D

Hi Kelvy, I feel like little GF today. I'm not so grouchy as I am melancholic, I feel like I should be in a Smiths video. Heaven knows I'm miserable now. </font>[/QUOTE]by the way, check your email Big GF. :D i got something for you to goof-off...one hint: "circus".

[kara]

sometimes it's just something you gotta go through, and not try to avoid (which is my response .. to try to NOT feel like that)

so put on the smiths and just despair-out ... and get it out of your system?

also, it helps to remember, tomorrow is a new day ... it really does feel alot different after a nights rest

[Friday]

Originally posted by kara:
</font><blockquote>quote:</font><hr />Originally posted by gf:
Thanks guys, but for real, you know when you are waiting for the other shoe to drop? Like your mind is going to expand at that moment and all will be clear, but there is no guarantee it will happen so you sit in confusion?

So in the meanwhile, your looking over your shoulder, waiting for something, anything....

fear.

wow, thats freaky

id go home to hang w/my family ...

they make me feel secure even when i shouldnt be

the power of my mom ... and my niece ... she makes the world better </font>[/QUOTE]That's just it, the power of comfort, attachment to other things for security....the fear of not finding security within.

Does anyone else feel that?

[kara]

Originally posted by gf:
</font><blockquote>quote:</font><hr />Originally posted by kara:
</font><blockquote>quote:</font><hr />Originally posted by gf:
Thanks guys, but for real, you know when you are waiting for the other shoe to drop? Like your mind is going to expand at that moment and all will be clear, but there is no guarantee it will happen so you sit in confusion?

So in the meanwhile, your looking over your shoulder, waiting for something, anything....

fear.

wow, thats freaky

id go home to hang w/my family ...

they make me feel secure even when i shouldnt be

the power of my mom ... and my niece ... she makes the world better </font>[/QUOTE]That's just it, the power of comfort, attachment to other things for security....the fear of not finding security within.

Does anyone else feel that? </font>[/QUOTE]yes

[JMJ]

Originally posted by gf:
</font><blockquote>quote:</font><hr />Originally posted by kara:
</font><blockquote>quote:</font><hr />Originally posted by gf:
Thanks guys, but for real, you know when you are waiting for the other shoe to drop? Like your mind is going to expand at that moment and all will be clear, but there is no guarantee it will happen so you sit in confusion?

So in the meanwhile, your looking over your shoulder, waiting for something, anything....

fear.

wow, thats freaky

id go home to hang w/my family ...

they make me feel secure even when i shouldnt be

the power of my mom ... and my niece ... she makes the world better </font>[/QUOTE]That's just it, the power of comfort, attachment to other things for security....the fear of not finding security within.

Does anyone else feel that? </font>[/QUOTE]The fear of truly feeling alone in this world?.......JMJ